Curious things and Prufrock!

Curious things are happening, and I do not quite know what to think! It’s that wonderful stage when things are just waking up from dormancy but even then there is an awkward hope of despair. Does asking questions mean being more afraid than I ought to? I believe it is always like this, it is a gamble and don’t people just don’t take it… I am like Prufrock, my goodness! I am the living image of Prufrock! Is it a mistake to hold back for the sake of friendship?

Sometimes I think that they might get together, and although it must be wonderful to have friends going that way, it does make me feel unhappy.

And it is all because of Elf.

In the meantime, things are sweet with Miko. However, I can’t think of it that way, not because it cannot be for long, right? We must part ways and I am happy with the joy that we share this way. He is my bud, sweet darling. I could take care of him always

HOW WEIRD!!!

Prufrock must be playing on my mind quite a bit! This one feels like stepping into Prufrock’s boots! I penned it, literally, sitting at the office stairs two days back.

The Prufrock in Me

This city of joy, of mirth, of life. Oh *City*!

I return to your womb with memories of a coffee bar bell.

Spun over hours of idle talk and banter,

Of laughter and restraint emotions, heart pell-mell.

I just wait for you all my life -

Because you will never ask, and I could never tell

Curious things are happening, and I do not quite know what to think! It’s that wonderful stage when things are just waking up from dormancy but even then there is an awkward hope of despair. Does asking questions mean being more afraid than I ought to? I believe it is always like this, it is a gamble and don’t people just don’t take it… I am like Prufrock, my goodness! I am the living image of Prufrock! Is it a mistake to hold back for the sake of friendship?

Sometimes I think that they might get together, and although it must be wonderful to have friends going that way, it does make me feel unhappy.

And it is all because of Elf.

In the meantime, things are sweet with Miko. However, I can’t think of it that way, not because it cannot be for long, right? We must part ways and I am happy with the joy that we share this way. He is my bud, sweet darling. I could take care of him always

HOW WEIRD!!!

Prufrock must be playing on my mind quite a bit! This one feels like stepping into Prufrock’s boots! I penned it, literally, sitting at the office stairs two days back.

The Prufrock in Me

This city of joy, of mirth, of life. Oh *City*!

I return to your womb with memories of a coffee bar bell.

Spun over hours of idle talk and banter,

Of laughter and restraint emotions, heart pell-mell.

I just wait for you all my life -

Because you will never ask, and I could never tell