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Almost a happy new year…

December 29, 2008 Alice 7 comments

I guess its gonna be a beautiful new year and I know it’s going to turn things around!! (No, I am not on drugs, thank you very much. I’m on something much stronger- no, not love, you cheesy-novel-readers, it’s MUSIC!!!) Speaking of which, God bless my iPod and everyone else who contributed music to it. I couldn’t have been here without you. *sniff* ;)

I had forgotten all about last month’s fiasco till I read about it here so I’m guessing I’m over it. Sadly, it seems like I’m not completely over that handsome stranger who was haunting me in my dreams. But I suppose that would’ve been difficult cuz I sense him everyday (how melodramatic!) Besides, he’s like a shell to retreat into- I feel this immense sense of peace when he’s around. (Tragically, I don’t think he affects everyone like this, or we’d have any easy way to world peace.) I am however determined to not let this affect my work adversely or anything else for that matter. (Works either way…! ;) )

Have to take things in my stride. Figure out where I’m going personally. Work on developing professional skills. And yes, there’s something for you as well- I intend to blog more often. Its okay if you’re not smiling openly, I know you’re happy on the inside. And now, if you don’t mind (the most perfunctory phrase ever, if you ask me), I think I’ll start right away. :roll: ;) :!: :D

His Story… *sigh!

December 26, 2008 Alice 8 comments

He’s not gay. He’s not an alien. He’s not… single. That’s right. He has a girlfriend. And the worst kind at that- a long-distance one. I couldn’t believe it when I first heard, or rather, overheard. He was on the phone with her, on the steps of my favourite café. It had to be his girlfriend. He was telling her to take leave in March when he’s taking it so they could go together. Anyway, they’d hardly meet till then. Who else would he say all that to? Not to his mother. He doesn’t have a sister, and that’s not the tone you use with friends.

I really should have seen this coming. If I like a guy, he must have a girlfriend stashed away somewhere. If not, he’ll get one. I might as well market this as a service and make some money of it. I just can’t believe he’s managed to hide it for so long. And why? I understand being private about your private life, I mean, who’d understand better? But to not even mention she exists?

From the sound of it, she stays in US and they’re quite serious. How can you be seriously involved with someone who stays that far away? How can you pretend that that someone is no one to you? Am I making any sense? (It was a rhetorical question.) I don’t know how I’d feel about my boyfriend pretending I don’t exist especially if we’re serious about each other. Or maybe he’s not that serious about her and is just trapped in a bad relationship. But then why would he want to meet her? To break up? If he can wait that long for that, then he can’t possibly be interested in anyone else right now (read: me)

I’m highly disgusted with myself and his girlfriend. If you’ve hooked a guy, you stay with him. You don’t dangle him like bait in front of other women, just to make them feel bad. It’s just mean. Of course, this makes him even more desirable or less so. More if he’s managed to …er…. stay faithful across the seas, less if he hasn’t. Since I don’t know which is true, I will assume the latter. It makes him look worse, which makes me feel better. How the mighty have fallen.

My life is forever riddled with drama. Not that I’m complaining… This can’t be the end though. As they say, everything’s alright in the end, and if it’s not alright then its not the end…

So I guess, the wait for things to be alright continues as I get back to my work…

As we wait…

December 26, 2008 Alice 1 comment

Cooler December days are here and to make sure that we don’t miss the winter because we’re cooped up in office, the admin people have decided to turn the air conditioner way up or reduce it at their will (the reason given to all of us is ‘Recession’ ). The unhappy result of this is that my cold is showing no signs of retreating, which might have something to do with a recent spell of gorging on ice-cream. Have to keep reminding myself it’s not food.

Things with my handsome stranger are at status quo, or at an even keel (I tried to resist saying that). I guess it doesn’t matter where they are anyway. I don’t think I’d be able to settle for anything less than I want in life, and love. And if I were to be with him, I would always be waiting for the real thing to come along, and that’s not fair to him. I know things will work out soon enough. Sadly, soon enough is never soon enough.

Have just heard the most farcical excuse for not releasing some work I’ve done- it’s too good in the circumstances. Of all unacceptable things I’ve heard recently, this one tops the list. Other items include- you’re nice, in a very weird way; it’s looking okay; and I think you’ve put on enough weight. Needless to say, it’s been a good past few days. On a less sarcastic note, it has been a good past few days. Have been a happy hippo (oh, what the hell, who cares?).

The winter is making it harder than ever to not have someone to cozy up to when there’s a chill in the air and a shiver runs up my spine. It’s also becoming more difficult to remember the distance I must keep in some relationships (if they can be called so yet). I long for warmth in my life, the kind that comes with people who care about you too much to not overlook your faults. It would be so nice to have some friends around. Someone who would listen, understand and not judge. Am I being too demanding? Is being demanding so bad? How can it wreck your personal life?

To find out more, tune in to the next post in a few days by Dr. Alice, our life management expert.

:)

:-(

December 24, 2008 Alice 8 comments

Guys, I am gonna be super busy these days with my work. I see myself like this for at least one more week :( Please excuse me if I don’t write much. I will try my level best to come back and rant about my frustration but otherwise I feel I wont. Till then to keep yourselves entertained you can always go on my older posts and enjoy reading the same.

Sorry for the inconvenience but the year end is really getting on my nerves now… grrr…

Till then wishing you a merry chirstmas and a very happy new year.

Categories: Alice is worried

Love is in the air… !

December 23, 2008 Alice 13 comments

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I think it’s time I stopped philosophising and started living so from now on, I am going to make a dedicated effort (trying to keep a straight face…) to just vent. I’ve been going through incredible mood swings (no, it’s not cuz of those male chauvinist pigs) for the past week. It’s led to my being either extremely sensitive and unhappy or extremely positive and happy. Right now, I’m just incredibly sleepy.

I’m also trying to figure out if I am indeed in love with *ahem* him. Here are the symptoms that make me suspect that Cupid has struck again:

• A tendency to stare at him
• Smiling more when he’s around, though not without reason (I’m not an absolute idiot.)
• Wanting to hug and kiss and do other stuff at him at times…
• …quite often
• Treating every direct comment to me as a declaration of his undying though latent love
• Feeling like he’s pining away for me every time he looks at me
• Wanting to do unholy things (not the sexual kind, you pervert!) to the women he flirts with
• Actually believing that we getting together will not make things awkward in our lives.

I’m hoping that this time it’s terminal. I’m getting a little embarrassed by Cupid’s fickle behaviour. Have had to resort to baring my heart on the World Wide Web, as my friends no longer take me seriously and think that I am too blithe to be ever understood or taken seriously…!

Tragedy, thy name is…!

*Sigh!

Why arent more people reading my blog?

December 23, 2008 Alice 13 comments

read-my-blog3Now this is not going to be one of those iniquities of life where I make the few who do read this blog pay for it by coming up with answers to this painfully vexing question. Though feel free to post them if you want to. I’m just going to ramble for a while about what I think the possible reasons are.

Good, now that we’ve shaken off the less determined readers and fans, let’s get the entire gossip going.

Kidding! :mrgreen:

Reason 1: People find it boring. Now this can only happen if someone’s at least read my blog once. In which case, it would have been nice if they’d left a comment saying so and maybe if they really felt like it, why they were bored. Since they didn’t, I’m at a loss to resolve this particular issue. Nevertheless I shall try. We shall sex this blog up (within Google limits) and put in intermittent episodes of mindless violence. Just to keep everyone interested.

Reason 2: I haven’t spread links far and wide. Now this is quite likely the most relevant reason. I am a little shy of having my friends and acquaintances read the intimate details of my life (I’m okay with sharing them with complete strangers). But I shall do my best to overcome this shyness and put up links at every damn location I can find.Hey its, www.aliceinneverland.wordpress.com see, I did put it up somewhere!

2005-12-26_chickenblog1Reason 3: You’re not telling your friends about this awesome blog you read. Now that’s just mean. Why would you do that? Have I ever done anything to hurt you? Haven’t I bared ALL to keep you entertained? (That’s not a cheap trick to get new readers to go over all the posts looking for the bare-all one.) Are you beginning to feel guilty about this? Are you now going to tell all your friends about this? Good. Because if you’re not, you’re going to hell. I’ll see you there.

Reason 4: This has become too personal for you to share. Now I appreciate all those secret admirers who hide behind weird nicknames and shudder to declare and share their true feelings with the rest of the world. I do. But if I can do it, anyone can. So buck up and spread the word. There’s a good blog in town and it’s only going to get better with your help. C’mon, do it. Be my hero.

Reason 5: I don’t talk about current affairs. Of the world. Well,  I have caught on to this trend and I’m there. I shall endeavour to work in current affairs in every post from now on. A new blog shall be written, like history was with Barack Obama’s election to the President’s post. All those who’ve hung in there over the rough times and steady, will see the difference. Change has come to this blog. And I for one, will embrace it with open arms and flowing ink.

That shall be all for now, my friends. If any other reasons should occur to me, I shall put them up. But until then, it’s your turn to put up yours.

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Alright, I need to shut up now :D

My last laugh…

December 19, 2008 Alice 20 comments

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I am so befuddled right now with the turn of events…

I feel that somewhere there is no looking back and I have to take the plunge and see what happens…

The sea seems cerulean and crystal clear but I also know that it’s terrifyingly deep…

I walk on the shoreline… contemplating my move and as I try to find answers, I see the sun kissing the salty sapphire waves…

I wonder that will I be as comfortable as the almighty sun?

Will I submerge my spirit and then bounce back again the next day?

Questions kill me… confuse me… humour me… amuse me…

Here I wait on the realms of your kingdom and stare at those mighty mammoths splashing water and bringing it back to life…

Will I be as happy and as free as they are?

What if you capture me? What if you cage me and make me your slave?

Am I ready for that?

As I ponder, you come on your blue Grey chariot and swish me away on your mighty fins… without waiting for my answer…

Somewhere you take my wait as a retort and don’t hesitate to take me away…

Our eyes lock… our paths have crossed and the world stands still… waiting for that solitary move… waiting for the ballet to start…

And your eyes give me that smile… a smile that has wooed a millions hearts and has broken many more…

You clasp my chin with arrogance and force me to peer into your cobalt eyes…there I see those indigo stones which I had always desired in my dreams…

As I look at you, I melt… melt till I am a lucid form of life and learn to transcend time and look beyond the obvious…

You give me a victorious laugh… for you know that you have my soul in your clutches….

I surrender my soul to you till I take my last breath…

And I finally have my last laugh…

Ten reasons why I hate the word ‘Sorry’

December 18, 2008 Alice 18 comments

• It is the most overrated word in the dictionary
• The word which now irritates me the most
• It sounds so clichéd… I mean its better to say: ‘I did it deliberately… so that it would hurt you…!’
• It sounds more like an insect to me… infact the word ‘apologize’ is much better… sounds more classy and sophisticated, I guess (*Alice rolls her eyes in exasperation…!)
• Everybody knows it (my driver, my liftman, my vegetable vendor, my peon, my bartender, my parrot (!)…) so it is just not happening for me…!
• My 4 year old cousin is the only person who understands its true meaning for I know he genuinely means it… the rest of us use it for the heck of it or probably we think that it is the only word that will mend a   lot of things… bah!
• The word itself is so short and curt… does not have the same depth or the same base as its meaning… looks limp in comparison to its meaning… (Whatever…!)
• I do not use it way too often as I tend to deliver the real reason behind my act and not a mere ‘sorry’ so once again it’s not happening for me…!
• Sorry, am I boring you at this hour? Well, that was the actual reason for this post…

The Alphabet Tag

December 18, 2008 Alice 9 comments
D for Dolphin...

D for Dolphin...

Manushi tagged on this alphabet tag and I have been rolling in laughter ever since… cuz the alphabet ‘D’ has had major implications in my life previously (details later on)

Well lemme start off with this tage then…

D- Down (Down as in down down… not just down down ;) )
D- Dirty (hahahahhaha…. now link the two! :P )
D- Disgusting (I know I am being one here :mrgreen: )
D- Disco (The fever of the month…! :roll: )
D- December (The mad-hatters month…! :D )
D- Disruption (The state of my mind right now :D )
D- Distaste (For losers and hypocrites)
D- Disdain (For this tag… (kidding Mimi :P :D ) )
D- Dj (Dj Tiesto specifically)
D- Don (Very Ssshahrukh…! sheeesh! Hate myself for this…!)
D- Do (Do as in do do… I mean do whatever… its December man, so do it…!)
D- Duuuuddddeeeee (This has to be Nikhil and all the cool friends that I have!)
D- Done (…with the tag…!)

I would like to tag my following friends… go rampant with your vocab… lets see what you come up with :D

Cupid- F

Withering Willow- S

Dont wanna tag Mimi and Nikhil cuz i guess they have had enuf of it.. :D

I don’t expect…

December 18, 2008 Alice 6 comments

I don’t expect you to smile at me…
For I know your world will fall apart…

I don’t expect you to think about me…
For I know that you will love me more…

I don’t expect you to dream about me…
For I know you don’t want it to come true…

I don’t expect you to recognize me…
For I know you don’t want to see your replica…

I don’t expect you to love me…
For I know it will end your existence…

If I could be your inspiration…

December 18, 2008 Alice 9 comments

If I could be your inspiration
I would kiss the glorious sunsets when I first see your smile…
If I could be your inspiration
I would teach you to crawl and walk with you for awhile…

If I could be your inspiration
I would beam at those cuddly teddies hanging on your crib…
If I could be your inspiration
I would cry with you whenever you break your pencil nib…

If I could be your inspiration
I would sing those endless nursery rhymes with you…
If I could be your inspiration
I would tell you the fairytales which are so not true…

If I could be your inspiration
I would give you a hi-fi whenever you make those clay dogs…
If I could be your inspiration
I would smile when mess your pink bib whenever you hog…

If I could be your inspiration
I would tell you the secrets that no one else will…
If I could be your inspiration
I would stay awake and wait for you at the window sill…

If I could be your inspiration
I would wipe your tears whenever he breaks your heart…
If I could be your inspiration
I would lecture you on how to make a fresh start…

If I could be your inspiration
I would dream with you and see it come true…
If I could be your inspiration
I would bid my adieu only after you say, ‘I do’…

Ivy Moon

December 18, 2008 Alice 4 comments

According to Celtic Astrology, I happen to take birth under the Ivy Moon… doesn’t it sound soooper exotic and larger than life… yay! :D

Ivy 30Sep – 27 Oct

According to Celtic Astrology you were born under the Ivy moon, it is a time for focusing on your well being and improving your inflexibility and resilience. Ivy’s are known to strangle trees and therefore became a symbol of death, rebirth and spiritual growth and its ability to cling to anything and climb high made it a symbol of strength and determination.

Being an Ivy person you have the power and strength to overcome the many hurdles that present themselves on your life’s path. Your competitors may try to suppress you with their stifling tactics but you are Ivy and will smother anything that stands in your way, outliving anything that breaths. Your roots are ancient and your life has been lived time and time again suggesting you are everlasting and can never be totally eradicated.

Animal: Goose/Butterfly
In Celtic Astrology the animal associated with September 30 – October 27 is the Goose whose Gaelic name is Geadh (pronounced Gia-gh.) (Cantalos is the Celtic name for this season and means song time.)

As a goose you are good at hiding behind a mask, you are a very cautious person who likes to stay on track of the direction you are headed for in life. You are determined to succeed in life and have a lot of stamina, your ability to save and invest is a credit to you and you like to feel that you will be secure later on in life. Your intellect is very sharp as is your humour. You can be very defensive when you feel threatened and have a fruitful, creative and artistic nature.

The Butterfly is also associated with this time of year and symbolizes Faerie faith.

The sign is Compatible with the signs of seal and otter. It will also relate well to the signs of adder, stag and salmon.

The birthstone is the Opal a magnificent gem that reflects all the colours of the rainbow. (It is reported in aboriginal legends that the creator of Earth came down from the Heavens on a rainbow, in order to bring the message of peace to all the humans and at the exact spot where his foot touched the ground, the stones became alive and started sparkling in all the colours of the rainbow and the opal was born.)

The ruling planet is the Moon, a magical and mystical planet associated with pulling power, moods and physical changes. (The moon is not a planet, but a satellite of mother Earth.)

The Ruling God/Goddess is Guinevere the Faerie bride.

Ogham Word is Gort

October 4 to October 13 – Rowan Tree (Sensitivity)
Full of charm, cheerful, gifted, without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

October 14 to October 23 – Maple Tree (Independence of Mind)
No ordinary person, full imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-respect, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, many complexes, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

October 24 to November 11 – Walnut Tree (Passion)
Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

To know about your Celtic sign, click here

The changing of the axial tilt

December 18, 2008 Alice 5 comments

An interesting article that I came across. Its time we guys start doing something about it. Probably in our so-called busy and mundane lives we have become reckless and have forgotten to actually take care of our beloved Earth. I guess we have started taking way too many things for granted. Its time we wake up and in our own simple ways try to sort this problem out before it is too late.

What caused the slippage?

The melting of the polar regions has thrown off the balance of the earth. As the glaciers have nearly melted, the weight at the north pole has decreased. This has allowed the heavier, wider portion of the earth at the equator to start slipping downward, thus increasing the tilt significantly.

Why has no one noticed?

It did not slip all at once. It has been a slow change over the past 20 years, but two of the most significant axial shifts occurred between Dec 4 and 6, 2006.

Despite common misperception, an event like this can happen silently rather than a catastrophic sudden change. A 2000 mile shift would not be felt any more than you can feel the rotation of the earth. The earth rotates nearly 25,000 miles every day. About 1038 miles every hour. You cannot feel a 2000 mile change in the axis any more than you can feel the earth rotate or orbit the sun.

The star layout would only be a miniscule change which the average person would not notice. In the night sky, it would only be inches difference in the stars between the Dakotas and Mexico latitudes. See the “Star Chart” section on the main menu to see the comparison.

Even though this moved our latitude to the south by apx 2000 miles, there is only a 10-20 degree Fahrenheit temperature difference between central American and the Dakotas during the summer. So temperatures normally in the 80’s would now be in the 90’s to 100’s degree Fahrenheit range. Thus it would be reported as a heat wave.  The mid US now has a tropical climate.

In the winter months, we will experience cold waves and ice storms because our increased tilt will have us tilted farther away from the sun in the winter months.

The astronomers, astrophysicists, meteorologists have all been silenced by the government to avoid panic, but the United Kingdom has been giving out information pamphlets to their citizens on how to cope with the permanent changes to the weather.

Warning signs:

Some of our warning signs have been the Dec 2004 tsunami, Katrina, massive increase in earthquakes and volcanic eruptions, ion storms, massive crop failures, GPS disruption, etc.

To read more, click here

Laugh! Laugh! Ver 6.0

December 17, 2008 Alice 7 comments



Which Harry Potter Character Are You?

You are part Harry. You're a loyal and courageous friend. You'd do anything to protect the people you love, especially if it'll get you a break from class for a little while.

You are part Hermione. You're a bookworm always in search of answers. When pressed, however, you can always be counted on to put away the books and help your friends.

Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

The handome stranger…

December 17, 2008 Alice 10 comments

I saw his handsome silhouette walking down the muddy road…
His sexy back facing towards my humble abode…

For a second I thought he would turn and acknowledge my presence…
But he walked and walked till I started feeling his absence…

Something in my heart said that he knew I was watching him…
But he didn’t turn and my tears came up to the brim…

As he deliberately didn’t see and give me that one last look…
My heavens split apart and my earth started to shook…

Call it his ego or the deep dark voice of his soul…
None listened to my silent screams as they went untold…

I wept on that lonely street and swore to the heavens above…
That I will never take his name again and took my last vow…

Those flashes of his smile kept haunting my night…
All I wanted was to hold him without a fright…

Those eyes that bore into me and showed me the spiral staircase of his life…
In them I saw my stars and hoped that he would ask me to be his wife…

But the dirty destiny had other plans in store…
And I wept and begged for him to stay back for some more…

Life is a bitch and now I surely know why…
For it took away my grass and left me to die…

Today the holes in my eyes are a mirror to my life…
And here I weep and end it with his jaded knife…

Study finds most people don’t mix business and pleasure on the job

December 17, 2008 Alice 3 comments

On this boring Wednesday i have a confession to make. My colleague Saurabh is super cool… for once I like working with this guy cuz he has a no-nonsense attitude and gives me my space and freedom to work and doesnt harrow me with annoying deadlines… and i know i can trust him when he says that there is a deadline...

To read more click here

Thanks Saurabh :D

Alcoholic Anomalies

December 16, 2008 Alice 17 comments

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Ah...a dream...! :D

Hope inspired me to write this post and I am grateful to her for reminding me about my uselessness. Well this is that much awaited post… today I have realized that I am discovering things that were hidden away in the closet of my brain since quite sometime…. like Ayn Rand, Shakespeare and now it has to be alcohol….

Well I am not the typical girly vodka drinker… infact I love whiskey, beer and wine the most… and I would do anything to have a sip of my favourite wine right now… grrr… call it boredom at work…! Phew!

Well here it goes….

• Whenever I am drinking with Cupid and my other friends, I tend to start laughing without any rhyme or reason and in no time I am rolling on the floor (literally..!)
• I tend to go online and I try to find my elf name and then keep rolling in laughter all the more
• I pretend to cook and my friends pretend to eat what I have cooked!
• I start counting the stars
• I run around in circles and behave I am running in Olympics
• I start writing some random ad campaign and start pretending that I am the next Leo Burnett or Ogilvy in making (I wish…!)
• I start drinking more water and then like everyone else, I keep going to the loo without any rhyme or reason… once I was found sleeping in the loo… actually I wasn’t sleeping… I had just passed out… thanks to those excess whiskey rampages that I went on…
• Once I had started singing on the top of my voice and in no time the donkeys were also braying along with me….!
• I started giving advices on people’s careers and start having heated debates on various topics of economics, law, current affairs and metaphysics… in short I make a complete ass of myself as I was nothing but the butt of every joke…
• I suddenly start adoring someone around me….I start uttering lines from various Shakespearean sonnets, pluck wild flowers and pull that person to dance with me around the trees (sometimes I think I have just tore the screen and come from some rundown Hollywood flick…!) all in all, I embarrass whoever the girl (!) or the guy is…
• I feel like swimming and I make a huge ruckus if I don’t get a chance to swim…! My friends actually run helter-skelter whenever I get those bouts of swimming…
• I pretend that I am not drunk and force people to give me more alcohol… and then fall flat on my face when I am unable to take more of it…
• I start to dance… (How could I forget that!!!?) And people around me get the heebie-jeebies as I tend to start dancing around them and force them to dance as well… I threaten to kill myself if they don’t dance with me….err… and at the end, we are a bunch of idiots who are dancing the night away…!
• If I happen to like a song during those liquid moments (!) then the song HAS to be played on loop till I don’t pass out… to cut a long story short I end up boring people and make them feel useless about their existence…!

But but but… I am always the heart of the party… for I surely know how to entertain my fellow mad-hatters with my randomly nonsensical antics… :mrgreen:

Shakespearingly….!!!

December 16, 2008 Alice 1 comment

One of my favourite lines of Shakespeare.*sigh!

Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs,
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers’ eyes,
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers’ tears.
What is it else? A madness most discreet,
A choking gall and a preserving sweet.

The speech that shook me…

December 16, 2008 Alice 14 comments

Words fail me right now….I just realized that I have not written a single post on Ayn Rand… a person who represents whatever I am and whatever I believe in… sheeesh…!!!

Let me start off with this speech with Howard Roark made in Fountainhead. Its been ages since I have read this book but this speech still gives me goosies all over whenever I think of it… such power and such enigma should never surface from the book and come to me in real life…for I know that I will leave everything….ruin my existence and go after the man who represents Howard Roark… its impossible but its true….go read Fountainhead…its a must for everyone who believe in individualism and free existence….

Thousands of years ago, the first man discovered how to make fire. He was probably burned at the stake he had taught his brothers to light, but he left them a gift they had not conceived, and he lifted darkness off the earth.

Throughout the centuries, there were men who took first steps down new roads, armed with nothing but their own vision. The great creators — the thinkers, the artists, the scientists, the inventors — stood alone against the men of their time. Every new thought was opposed; every new invention was denounced. But the men of unborrowed vision went ahead. They fought, they suffered, and they paid. But they won.

No creator was prompted by a desire to please his brothers. His brothers hated the gift he offered.

His truth was his only motive.

His work was his only goal.

His work — not those who used it.

His creation — not the benefits others derived from it — the creation which gave form to his truth.

He held his truth above all things and against all men. He went ahead whether others agreed with him or not, with his integrity as his only banner. He served nothing and no one. He lived for himself. And only by living for himself was he able to achieve the things which are the glory of mankind. Such is the nature of achievement. Man cannot survive except through his mind. He comes on earth unarmed. His brain is his only weapon. But the mind is an attribute of the individual. There is no such thing as a collective brain. The man who thinks must think and act on his own. The reasoning mind cannot work under any form of compulsion. It cannot be subordinated to the needs, opinions, or wishes of others. It is not an object of sacrifice.

The creator stands on his own judgment; the parasite follows the opinions of others.

The creator thinks; the parasite copies.

The creator produces; the parasite loots.

The creator’s concern is the conquest of nature; the parasite’s concern is the conquest of men.

The creator requires independence. He neither serves nor rules. He deals with men by free exchange and voluntary choice.

The parasite seeks power. He wants to bind all men together in common action and common slavery. He claims that man is only a tool for the use of others — that he must think as they think, act as they act, and live in selfless, joyless servitude to any need but his own.

Look at history: Everything we have, every great achievement has come from the independent work of some independent mind. Every horror and destruction came from attempts to force men into a herd of brainless, soulless robots — without personal rights, without person ambition, without will, hope, or dignity.

It is an ancient conflict. It has another name: “The individual against the collective.”

Our country, the noblest country in the history of men, was based on the principle of individualism, the principle of man’s “inalienable rights.” It was a country where a man was free to seek his own happiness, to gain and produce, not to give up and renounce; to prosper, not to starve; to achieve, not to plunder; to hold as his highest possession a sense of his personal value, and as his highest virtue his self-respect.

Look at the results. That is what the collectivists are now asking you to destroy, as much of the earth has been destroyed.

I am an architect. I know what is to come by the principle on which it is built. We are approaching a world in which I cannot permit myself to live. My ideas are my property. They were taken from me by force, by breach of contract. No appeal was left to me.

It was believed that my work belonged to others, to do with as they pleased. They had a claim upon me without my consent — that it was my duty to serve them without choice or reward.

Now you know why a dynamited Courtland. I designed Courtland. I made it possible. I destroyed it. I agreed to design it for the purpose of it seeing built as I wished. That was the price I set for my work. I was not paid. My building was disfigured at the whim of others who took all the benefits of my work and gave me nothing in return.

I came here to say that I do not recognize anyone’s right to one minute of my life, nor to any part of my energy, nor to any achievement of mine — no matter who makes the claim!

It had to be said: The world is perishing from an orgy of self-sacrificing. I came here to be heard in the name of every man of independence still left in the world. I wanted to state my terms. I do not care to work or live on any others.

My terms are: A man’s RIGHT to exist for his own sake.

Other people’s lives are more interesting than mine…

December 16, 2008 Alice 2 comments

Yeah right! But they do have their moments. The other day, this close friend of mine (Read: Saviour from boredom and ridicule) was giving me the dope on her relationship. (I think it’s called dope for a reason- it makes you feel dull and lifeless or makes you wish your were, but in her case it wasn’t really so. I just felt like using the word.)

Her boyfriend had a huge fight with her over the weekend. She asked him why he hadn’t woken her up in the morning and he started on this big spiel about how he wasn’t her alarm clock, and she was using him like a chauffeur, doormat and punching bag already. He’d given her love, he’d been supportive through the whole bad patch at work, he’d hung out with her parents and not cringed when they called him ‘beta’, and treated her friends with respect and civility (even the annoying ones). What more did she want from him? And in classic I’m-a-friend-of-Alice’s style she’d replied, without so much as moving a facial muscle, “Sexual satisfaction”. For a second, he stood mute unsure of what she meant, then came the wave of fury which subsided in laughter when she couldn’t contain hers (also in typical I’m-a-friend-of-Alice’s style).

Like I said. Their lives are really more interesting than mine (I mean however uneventful my days may be at times, at least I’m not hanging out with my girlfriend’s parents)(I am not a lesbian) (!). But they have their moments.